久违

明天最后一张paper, 现在的我既然没有心情念书，显然没被今天的教训给击倒，可悲啊可悲。

在网上‘闲逛’的当儿，忽然电话响起，yiii...是个陌生的号码。电话接起，一听就知道是他，中五毕业到现在都有好几年了，他的声音还是没变，还是那么滑稽，哈哈哈。。。

记得当初他是插班生，跟我们‘混’熟后就很自然的变一伙了，几年下来常常有通电话，直到去年年中，发给他的简讯都没有了音讯，以为他忙，也就没再打扰他了。再次听见他的消息是在今年年头，听说他结婚了，当时第一个反应是“hah???”，心想不可能啊，他---这种性格······怎么可能会未婚先子，不可能啦！回头想想没什么不可能的啦，况且他也刚好成年了啊，祝福他吧，只是，一切来得太突然了。

以为就这样和他失去连络了，却在不久前接到他的来电。同样的人，不同的心境，但是口吻依然，说说笑笑的，就好像中间的一切都没发生过似的。他不提的我也没问，他还记得跟我连络，就该庆幸了，原来他还记得我这个老同学，老朋友。聊到近况时，他知道我在大考期间也就说不打扰我了，就这样，一切归位。

这次过后就不晓得什么时候会再听见他声音，甚至再见到他了，他应该会很忙吧，打拼事业，照顾孩子，等等等，以后有没有机会再联系都没关系，这个朋友我会放在心上，希望他永远健康快乐，万事顺利就好了。怎么讲到好像新年贺语似的，呵呵呵。。。正常啦，新的年头也快到了呀，意味着团聚的日子也不远了，朋友们，你们准备好了吗？？！。。。准备什么？+.+''

A DaY

A group of us were went to find new units for the new campus after the class. Everything is well enough, all basic things are provided, can ask for new cat somemore, the landlord is just so nice. There are a basketball court in front of the condo (an utmost important feature for them especially Tet Woei, Elven and Hui Ping), a mini swimming pool (my main criteria in searching for the new housing area, hehe) with barbecue facilities around, car park, and whatever you can think of are almost all there, good enough really.

When we were at the parking slots, Kenn pointed out three of the luxurious cars, one of the number plat shows 9108 if not mistaken and another two with same number, 6332 and said that they are belonging to the CEO of Sin CHew Sdn Bhd, Zhang Xiao Qin. The same thing mentioned by the landlord when he told us that the two guys he was having conversation with are the driver and body guard of the honour Zhang. Are they trying to tell us that even that kind of honour group people also live in these condos, so we should have no worries about the quality ?

From what we had surveyed, the place is really nice, just my plan now is to stay back here for next semester, seen my place now is just too nice, kindness landlordsss + friendly housematesss, I am just too reluctant to move out and meanwhile I am just moving in for about 3 months only. Yet, I shall still take into account that the conveniency of taking the shuttle buses between current location and the new campus, if it does become a big deal in the future then i will definitely consider the place you all recomended today.

Well, not forget to thank you those who have been spending plenty of time and making the effort in seeking new housing areas for us, appreciated !

After that, we were having our dinner at Kota Damansara. The situation is a bit troublesome with that drizzle, but well it did not really affect our cheerful and yet tiring mood. E-Shynn and I were agreed simultaneously to have ba kut teh and we had ordered one set with yam rice for two. It costed us RM19 but the tastes was under my expectation.

My whole day was just about doing revision in the morning, went to college until 5pm, units hunting and dinner until 9pm, facebooking and mail-checking+replying until now and the whole day seem like just flies. Well, revision and preparation shall be carried on for my next week mock exam, good luck dear ^^ and good night everybody ''P.

Friday night

This afternoon's Contract Law class had been cancelled in a sudden(because Mr. Ng having E/L), Ah Sun, Elaine, Wei Ying, Wai Yee, Raimi, Cai Chin & I were then went for a movie at Tropicana City Mall.

Well, we were watching the current HOTtest movie-2012.

During advertising time, Wei Ying said that lots of those who watched it were so touching until cry, I was in doubt at that moment, but you know what I was the minority who dropped the tears during the show, actually only 2 of us were that sentimental, haha...

Personally, I was so touching not just because of the conversations between each pair of the family members, but also I feel like we are nothing, I mean WE, human being are really NOTHING. When the earthquake are happening, for instance, we all are just like the ants, too tiny and insignificant, which then disappear without any notice.

In fact, all of the happenings in the movie are predictable, expectable and it is just a matter of time, just we never really take it seriously before it happens. Most of us are just like: Well, it haven't happened then need not care about it. We prefer waiting until the irreversible tradegy had occured then only we regret. Even if we regret, it also just for a really short period then we will forget about it and repeating the same errors. So, what I should actually do is that cherish on whatever I possessing now, avoid doing things that upsetting the rest and never take it too seriously when any undesirable or unhappy things happen to me, they happen for a reason yet just somehow insignifant overall, it worth not to angry about it.

After 2 months' post

''......

Frens: You slept very late again ah?

Me: No...y?

Frens: Coz u look so sleepy...hahahhaz

Me: Is it? Who got mirror, can borrow me?...hav to 'edit' a bit before meeting the rest (but actually v are in the class n almost everyone is there)

Frens: Still same...actually......u look sleepy everyday...(everybody laugh uncontrolable)

Me: *sigh...

......''

I am not sleepy anyway and I do get enough sleep most of the time...juz hav 'a bit' problem with my look, i mean ' a bit'...

That was part of my daily conversation with my coursemates. The 1st question would be the famous one, properly will be asking once for two days. And yea, it illustrates my life here, for those who wanna know, hehe...

Now I know how uni life be, there are really endless activities(either school's or personal's) and assignmentsSSSs. Spending the whole day to do readings and researchs for a brand new topic(for those who never touch
law before) and 'unapproachable' assignment, it seem like normal for having restless or even sleepless nightsss over here.

A friend of mine who ever said that: ''Lots of the people surrounding us putting so much endeavors in chasing their dreams and so-called brightness future. One of the ways is working without rest or get only few hours rest per day. They believed that sacrifing their sleeping time to do work would be paid off one day and they pratice it regularly. It is true that in the future they may earn a fortune, get whatever they want, achieve their dream or whatsoever. But what if they get to face health problems like cancers or something else bcos of not getting enough rest or sleep? Do you think it worth? Let says, our life is represented by '0' as we are born with nothing, then if life achievement is '1' and another '1' is for health. In reality, working hard without sacrificing and get great achievement is almost to say impossible; while working hard + sacrificing will get the greatest outcome in most of the time.If, 1 (achievement)+ (-1) (health problems) = 0. That's means we are still getting nothing in life. So, why people still keep doing this kind of st*pid job, they knew it but they did it ?!!''

Wao...I remembered that 3 of us were disscussing this issue in the bus, some said it worth, some said otherwise. It is arguably. I would never forget the time that we 'shared' until gonna get into fighting, I mean oral fight and finally came to a conclusion that this is not really a matter of worthiness but life enjoyment. Life is about chasing dreams, it does not really matter about the outcome but the process (but a positive outcome would definitely be more than welcome), as long as you do what you want without creating inconvenience to the rest and you are comfortable and happy with it, then,that's enough, you does live the life. Don't you think so ??

Personally, I have a bit regret for believing that''sacrificing for a dream'' is worth but never praticing it before, because I supposed to complete more tasks in that time and it might bring me closer to my destiny.

It may be quite tough to start doing something that you never try before, but I had gave it a try and it works. Initially, I was so despressed because of can't sleep and need to do revision and assignments alone at the midnight. Iwalked around my room, looking through the windows and spoke to no one, I was seeking ways to reboot myself and finally I found something...

It really boost me up when I found somebody over there were actually burning midnight oil too, we did not contact each other(because of busying with those homeworks and studys) but I was feeling so warm, it seem like somebody are accompaning you and you know what I will keep checking the list of online-ing people everytime I feel sleepy, it helps.

家

人家说出国（指有时差的国家）才会有时间颠倒的状况，我叻，只是回家一个星期而已嘛就已经面对这个问题了。现在已经是凌晨三点二十分了，我还是完全没有睡意，糟糕。。。我向来都是‘早睡迟起’的健康宝宝，如今‘名誉’不保了，唉。。。

回到岗位上，满脑子却全都是家乡的点滴，好烦哦！你让我无法专心念书叻！

我这次的假期没有所谓的旅行、郊游或者是亲朋戚友间的大型聚会，反之，我把大部分的时间都花在家里，家的‘里面’。

我享受独自在家里徘徊，静静的观望身边的每个角落，再细细的回想曾经发生过的一切，让每个角落更具怀念价值的一切……

当然，也想花更多时间和家人相处来以禰补过去不懂得珍惜的。

有时，我会想，为什么‘我’会是‘我’？为什么‘他’又会是‘他’？为什么在这里的是‘我’？为什么我的家人朋友是‘我的家人朋友’？好多好多的‘为-什-么’我都解不开。

无法解答不如好好去‘品尝’吧， 我是这么想的。

回想起以前在家里的日子，一家大小经常为了一件小事闹意见，凭着“你不输给我，我也不让你赢”的心态而闹得终日‘鸡犬不宁’，当时只想说：“OMG，为什么我有那么无理取闹的家人，神啊，救救我吧，带我远离这个家不成家的家吧”；而今，自己一个人到外头求学，偶尔想找个机会和兄弟姐妹斗嘴的机会也难了，就算一捉到机会就回家想说聚聚去，但你也知道不可能每次都人齐的，而当获知任何一位家庭成员缺席时，那种失落感是非笔墨所能形容的。

终于，我发现，幸福是吵吵闹闹；而“珍惜”，又为何物了。

Co-co

Badminton Club于今天傍晚六时在auditorium进行first assembly，五点上完Public Law后就约了Jessica and Wai Yee去吃晚餐，结果就迟了大约二十分钟咯。Sigh…我迟到的习惯还是改不了。
这次的assembly只是让会员们打打球，连络感情醬咯，老实说，很成功叻，大家说说笑笑玩玩，两个小时就酱suuu一下就过去了。所以啊，俗语说得好：“欢乐的时光总是过得特别快地（di）”。

告诉你们噢，你们的名字我都记住了，特威+AlVen+幼艺+Nicholas+Wai kit+Sheng Yi+Satis Kumar+Hui Ming+Hui Ping，来啦，明天再考我啦，这次一定pass的咯，嘻嘻嘻嘻嘻。。。

记得当初我糊里糊涂地把Badminton Club的membership纸当作 attendance list来填，后知后觉的我还以为糟了，又有得忙了，but now，我发现来这里整整一个月又两天除了每天赶去上课与偶尔搭车回家外根本就没有流汗的份儿，现在好啦终于逮到运动的机会了，yeah！所以明天的assembly我一定会到，等我哦！！！

！！！唉呀 糟糕 忘了拍照tim {=.=’’}



P/s: 你知道运动带给我的‘后遗症’是什么吗？ 说你也不会相信，是- - - - -‘傻笑’。。。现在的我就是酱咯，整个人好轻松自在噢，真是太好了！

Ok, fine，休息也休息够了，大脑疲劳也缓解了吧，then……做功课去啦~~

U wouldn't know how much I miss U

I AM FINE

Well well well......it has been exactly one month I spent my life over here, how does it be ?

As a college student, I realised that it is extremely important to be independent.
You know, no matter what I do, either go to the school, have meals, cocuriculum, or do my homeworks, I have to be alone...Seriously, that doesn't mean that I don't have any coursemate or friend to accompany me, but to what extent they used to be with me? We go to the class together, having lunch together, joinning the same club and maybe hanging out for the whole day, but in the end, they are still not going to be part of my life, or maybe it is just for this moment. It is unfair to say so, but it's true. No offence.

The month before I spent to know my school, find the hints in getting start with my law course (more specifically, find the way to learn a totally different subject from previous science study), and the most important part is the attempt to mingle around in the class.
And now, I just want to let my parent know that: ''Daddy and mommy, I am really fine here, the lectures are very enthusiatic in the teaching and learning process, and you are right, the people here are very nice, especially my coursemates, they all treat me really really nice and sometimes they do help me a lot. Meanwhile, the landlord and his family plus the other housemates are also very friendly, we treat each other as our own family members, I am very comfortable with this environment, thank you for sending me here. Somemore, daddy and mommy, I will always keep myself as healthy as possible so that you need not worry about me. I know the prominent thing is about my study, I promised you right, I will really put effort in it. Last but not least, I MISS YOU ALL SOOO MUCH and I can't wait to go back during the raya break now.''
For my friends:''Hii all...I think you supposed to know how crazy am I dealing with my new life and study, as I think what you all are dealing with too, don't you? Come on, who are planning for the next gathering or trip, let me know yea,thx and hope to see you soon~~"

JUNE

It has been quite a long time didn't manage my blog, so lazy am I...

It's end of June now, everyone[I mean my ex-classmate(s)] is going back to their own position which is further their tertiary study. All of us are now ''distributed'' among the country, some in Penang, Kedah, Pahang, Johor, Kuala Lumpur, Sarawak...the nearest is in Tanjung Malim while the farthest is in Singapore (excluding those study under JPA overseas la).

I got my last choice among the eight, which is UNIMAS, Sarawak. It's under my choose and I should be glad yet... I had made another decision. After having a few days' so-called proper and serious discussions with my parents and friends, it comes to a conclusion that, no Unimas but KDU. Of course my family and I are not rich enough to cover the whole education expenditure there, it must be supporting by the third party, some sort like education fund and PTPTN lol.
Incidentally, a sincere ''Thank You'' to Bee Fang and Ong for lending me a hand during the scholarship's interview, I am really grateful about that ^^ .

Huh, JUNE ---- a month full with special feelings...u+n

• 9-10 June 2009 - My first oversea trip (Thailand) with my family
• 12-14 June 2009 - The last friendship vacation at Pangkor Island, Malaysia for this summer
• 19 June 2009 - The releasing of U's entry, UPU
• 20 June 2009 - (If not mistaken) The fifth 5D1'06 friends' reunion
• 23 June 2009 - Decision making for rejecting U, by then entering college [ A decision today, an I tomorrow ]
• 26 June 2009 (about 3 am Local Time ) - Breaking news about the death of Michael Jackson, the King of POP
• 27/28 June 2009 - Starting days of the university life for my fellow friends

;-> ;-< ;-$ ;-O ;-@ ;-D ;-X ;-( ;-) ;-G ;-q ;-Z ;-# *-) ;-P :'( l-)

Anyway, everything has became a history...
And so, FRIENDS, best luck from me to you all, for your new journey of life and bright future !!!

夫唱妇随

通常红色代表女士，蓝色代表男士，但我‘养’的那两只snails却例外，呵呵……

挥一挥衣袖，不带走一片云彩 真的好吗?？!

凡走过必留下痕迹---让人回味的也好，令人避之不谈的也罢，至少它是我独有的。

招财猫启示

这个假期生活真是闲得慌、闲得乱七八糟的，久久也没有值得分享的事件，心里真的很过意不去。

今天整理书桌时发现了这个玩意儿--一个由朋友从日本带回来的 “陶器招财猫吊饰”。

这朋友真是超级有心的，认识她未满一个月，和家人越洋过节的她却还不忘给我带手信，谢谢你厚，嘉莹^^

~卡片上的祈语也是你赠于我的祝福吧~

已经是三个月前的事了，还记得当时的她说：“下次见到你时，要看到它挂在你手机哦……”。我想说，不好意思嘉莹，那不可能，因为…………因为…………因为我一直都舍不得拿来用 XD XD XD

**朋友，我们下一次的聚会近了吗？
我不晓得

雨声

回到家乡的第九个晚上，天空终于下起雨来，而且还是那种三分钟热度的倾盆大雨呢。

听到豆大豆大雨珠在房子外头车棚上噼噼啪啪的急响起，心里有种说不出的快感，因为这是住公寓所听不到的声音，住在公寓，雨势再大， 也不会直接打在屋顶。

轻松一下^^

老朋友们，还记得考STPM前的最后一次聚餐上，我为你们拍的“大头照”吗？？！ 不好意思，没经你们的同意就把照片整理出来了。。。呵呵。。。


首先，是 ‘brother n sister’ 关系的 NeeNee 和 Ah Beng。
左边那张像不像香港娱乐圈那位沈大姐啊？！
开玩笑的啦！

接下来，是我们的碧云姐--v

然后到敏丽姐--v

再来，就是我们另一波的重头大戏了。
锵锵锵锵。。。阿田koko(是哥哥不是可可啦）和他的绯闻兼神秘女友---〉‘蒙面女侠’(ultrawoman)。 大家酱熟，不用我讲你也知道是谁咯，哈哈哈哈哈哈 ！！

*噢这个啊，是幕后花絮来地，阿霜姐帮我拍的，让大家娱乐娱乐下咯，呵呵呵。。。*

爱 · 自 由*游

回到原来的生活岗位上，对于早已适应的新生活 心中除了有说不尽的不舍，也只有怀念的份儿了。

一直以来，性格外向的我特别向往大都会的生活，因为我喜欢热闹、喧哗、时尚和忙碌。 好不容易又逮到机会到外头过自己所热爱的多姿多彩的生活，虽然只有那短短的一个月半，却也已经足够在20年华的岁月里留下一段美好的回忆了。

我喜欢一个人的生活，那种无拘无束，要做啥就做啥，不需要你等我我等你般的蹉跎岁月。在那时期，身为无业游民的我没有时间上的限制，让我能够只身走遍任何一个心属的角落，从旁观者看来，我的背影很落寞，但我自认非常享受那时光。

期间无数个白天与黑夜，我独自在地铁站和家里来回（搭‘‘十一号巴士’’那种），那说长不长说短不短的十五分钟路程内，发生任何事情的机率都是50：50，夜里我就不敢说了。我身边的朋友总是好奇我宁愿走路也不搭车的选择，他们常常关心的劝我说‘‘一个人走路回家很危险，找人陪吧！’’，“那条路很暗很危险，还是搭车好啦！”。他们的话我有听进去，只是我比较喜欢走路的时候可以一面想事情一面把心里话用手机录下来的感觉，这类‘私人空间’真是太棒了啦！^Q^

另外，我也很享受每天在地铁站看着来来往往的人群。城市间，形形色色的人们比比皆是，而我私下作了个总结，那就是：“现代人都太好看了，金字塔顶端不该再用来比喻那些完美的群体，相反的比较不好看的人越来越少了”。怎么说呢？！就当今许多人利用自身的知识 、智慧 、经验加上不少后天的努力把自己打扮得得体好看，而那些天生丽质的就更不必说了。所以啊，我喜欢出街的其中一个原因是--〉一路上都能够看到赏心悦目的‘景色’，可真养眼啊，呵呵……