Saturday, May 31, 2008

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听着网上为四川遇难的孩子们祈祷活动所播出的歌,我的鼻子一阵酸的,却因为家人都在而不敢把伤感的心情表现出来。不知道所播歌曲的名,心中却对它有种莫名的眷恋,就一直重播。告诉你,我是一边听着那首歌一边完成这篇博客的。
听着歌儿的同时, 姐姐从大城市回到家里,每次她回来,我都会假装走到她周围,看看四周围或者‘向 ’她说几句话(我要强调‘向’而不是‘跟’是因为每次她都没回应我,有也是大声骂我或回驳我),其实我是想去迎接她。当然,这次也不例外,只是这次我向她借书。当时她突然呵喝我,之后就肯定免不了一场骂战。那个时候,庭院里有好几个村民在聊天,想必他们在听到我们姐妹俩的吵架声后,对我感到很失望。为什么我说是我呢?因为,从小到大,只要是我们俩之间发生了事情都一定是我的错。不是跟你开玩笑,可能是命运吧,只要事情牵涉到我,那么罪名肯定往我身上挂(我该悲哀,还是认命好了?)。
举个例子吧,每次我跟她吵架,妈妈都会说:“她久久才回来一次,不要每次骂她,家她也有份你要害她以后不敢回家了吗!” 可是每次都是她大声先的,但当我酱跟妈妈解释时,妈妈又会说:“就让她一次吧, 少讲两句又不会死。” 你说,我能怎样?!一次,有几个外人听到我和她在争执,过几天我就听到有谣言说:“那个xxx的二女儿(我咯)很坏,又凶到死,以后不懂谁敢娶她。” 当时我真想骂TMD,为什么都是我的错?!
记得小时候,因为姐姐很凶,打人很痛,心中又有她比我大的念头,所以尽管她怎么打我,我都不敢回手。现在就不同了,我告诉自己不要怕她(虽然我知道那是尊重不是怕),我不要再被虐待了(如果你被她打过你就会知道我用‘虐待’这字眼的原因了),所以只要她对我过份点我都会回驳她。
刚才才跟她吵两句我的眼泪就像水龙头般哗啦啦的流个不停,我恨自己不争气,为什么每次跟她吵架都是我先掉泪,就连此时此刻键盘上也都沾满了我的泪水(当然,键盘还不止于坏掉啦)。
我们俩从来都是水火不容,可怜的是听着我们吵吵闹闹的家人。可能你觉得两个人能够做姐妹是前几辈子修来的福应该珍惜,我只想说......我宁愿我是那受你们祈祷并且点着蜡烛送上路的一群。


歌声还在空气中飘扬,不止境的眼泪已经转换成往肚里吞,看来......今晚又要失眠了!

Wednesday, May 21, 2008

Refugees

Once I read through the news about those refugees of cyclone in Mynmar and 7.8 Richter Scale earthquake in Sichuan China, again, I knew that I am among the luckiest in this world.
Then, I hope I will become more appreciated and treasured on everything around me.
God blessing us...
Now, it is the time for all of us to repay the society.
Helping and loving can unite the world.

Saturday, May 17, 2008

Blog

I knew that a well blog should possible be short and simple. Yet, 'complex' is sometimes my style , I am here to express myself but not to create an excellent blog (that's why I said I am a stubborn person) , hope you understand it and not be bored to go through it (if you willing to...), appreciated !!

Sunday, May 4, 2008

World's Healthiest Foods

Spain: Olive Oil

Antioxidant-rich olive oil protects against heart disease.
Olive Oil

Japan: Soy

Protein-packed soy is linked to the prevention of cancer and osteoporosis.
Soy

Greece: Yogurt

Among yogurt's benefits: enhanced immunity, improved lactose intolerance, and stronger bones.
Yogurt

India: Lentils

Lentils give you protein, cholesterol-lowering soluble fiber, and lots of iron.
Lentils

Korea: Kimchi

Loaded with key vitamins, kimchi contains healthy bacteria that aids digestion.
Kimchi



Saturday, May 3, 2008

"Sudden Insight"

"Success won't happen overnight,"
"Know that it will take time but it is worth it in the end."