久违

明天最后一张paper, 现在的我既然没有心情念书，显然没被今天的教训给击倒，可悲啊可悲。

在网上‘闲逛’的当儿，忽然电话响起，yiii...是个陌生的号码。电话接起，一听就知道是他，中五毕业到现在都有好几年了，他的声音还是没变，还是那么滑稽，哈哈哈。。。

记得当初他是插班生，跟我们‘混’熟后就很自然的变一伙了，几年下来常常有通电话，直到去年年中，发给他的简讯都没有了音讯，以为他忙，也就没再打扰他了。再次听见他的消息是在今年年头，听说他结婚了，当时第一个反应是“hah???”，心想不可能啊，他---这种性格······怎么可能会未婚先子，不可能啦！回头想想没什么不可能的啦，况且他也刚好成年了啊，祝福他吧，只是，一切来得太突然了。

以为就这样和他失去连络了，却在不久前接到他的来电。同样的人，不同的心境，但是口吻依然，说说笑笑的，就好像中间的一切都没发生过似的。他不提的我也没问，他还记得跟我连络，就该庆幸了，原来他还记得我这个老同学，老朋友。聊到近况时，他知道我在大考期间也就说不打扰我了，就这样，一切归位。

这次过后就不晓得什么时候会再听见他声音，甚至再见到他了，他应该会很忙吧，打拼事业，照顾孩子，等等等，以后有没有机会再联系都没关系，这个朋友我会放在心上，希望他永远健康快乐，万事顺利就好了。怎么讲到好像新年贺语似的，呵呵呵。。。正常啦，新的年头也快到了呀，意味着团聚的日子也不远了，朋友们，你们准备好了吗？？！。。。准备什么？+.+''

A DaY

A group of us were went to find new units for the new campus after the class. Everything is well enough, all basic things are provided, can ask for new cat somemore, the landlord is just so nice. There are a basketball court in front of the condo (an utmost important feature for them especially Tet Woei, Elven and Hui Ping), a mini swimming pool (my main criteria in searching for the new housing area, hehe) with barbecue facilities around, car park, and whatever you can think of are almost all there, good enough really.

When we were at the parking slots, Kenn pointed out three of the luxurious cars, one of the number plat shows 9108 if not mistaken and another two with same number, 6332 and said that they are belonging to the CEO of Sin CHew Sdn Bhd, Zhang Xiao Qin. The same thing mentioned by the landlord when he told us that the two guys he was having conversation with are the driver and body guard of the honour Zhang. Are they trying to tell us that even that kind of honour group people also live in these condos, so we should have no worries about the quality ?

From what we had surveyed, the place is really nice, just my plan now is to stay back here for next semester, seen my place now is just too nice, kindness landlordsss + friendly housematesss, I am just too reluctant to move out and meanwhile I am just moving in for about 3 months only. Yet, I shall still take into account that the conveniency of taking the shuttle buses between current location and the new campus, if it does become a big deal in the future then i will definitely consider the place you all recomended today.

Well, not forget to thank you those who have been spending plenty of time and making the effort in seeking new housing areas for us, appreciated !

After that, we were having our dinner at Kota Damansara. The situation is a bit troublesome with that drizzle, but well it did not really affect our cheerful and yet tiring mood. E-Shynn and I were agreed simultaneously to have ba kut teh and we had ordered one set with yam rice for two. It costed us RM19 but the tastes was under my expectation.

My whole day was just about doing revision in the morning, went to college until 5pm, units hunting and dinner until 9pm, facebooking and mail-checking+replying until now and the whole day seem like just flies. Well, revision and preparation shall be carried on for my next week mock exam, good luck dear ^^ and good night everybody ''P.

Friday night

This afternoon's Contract Law class had been cancelled in a sudden(because Mr. Ng having E/L), Ah Sun, Elaine, Wei Ying, Wai Yee, Raimi, Cai Chin & I were then went for a movie at Tropicana City Mall.

Well, we were watching the current HOTtest movie-2012.

During advertising time, Wei Ying said that lots of those who watched it were so touching until cry, I was in doubt at that moment, but you know what I was the minority who dropped the tears during the show, actually only 2 of us were that sentimental, haha...

Personally, I was so touching not just because of the conversations between each pair of the family members, but also I feel like we are nothing, I mean WE, human being are really NOTHING. When the earthquake are happening, for instance, we all are just like the ants, too tiny and insignificant, which then disappear without any notice.

In fact, all of the happenings in the movie are predictable, expectable and it is just a matter of time, just we never really take it seriously before it happens. Most of us are just like: Well, it haven't happened then need not care about it. We prefer waiting until the irreversible tradegy had occured then only we regret. Even if we regret, it also just for a really short period then we will forget about it and repeating the same errors. So, what I should actually do is that cherish on whatever I possessing now, avoid doing things that upsetting the rest and never take it too seriously when any undesirable or unhappy things happen to me, they happen for a reason yet just somehow insignifant overall, it worth not to angry about it.

After 2 months' post

''......

Frens: You slept very late again ah?

Me: No...y?

Frens: Coz u look so sleepy...hahahhaz

Me: Is it? Who got mirror, can borrow me?...hav to 'edit' a bit before meeting the rest (but actually v are in the class n almost everyone is there)

Frens: Still same...actually......u look sleepy everyday...(everybody laugh uncontrolable)

Me: *sigh...

......''

I am not sleepy anyway and I do get enough sleep most of the time...juz hav 'a bit' problem with my look, i mean ' a bit'...

That was part of my daily conversation with my coursemates. The 1st question would be the famous one, properly will be asking once for two days. And yea, it illustrates my life here, for those who wanna know, hehe...

Now I know how uni life be, there are really endless activities(either school's or personal's) and assignmentsSSSs. Spending the whole day to do readings and researchs for a brand new topic(for those who never touch
law before) and 'unapproachable' assignment, it seem like normal for having restless or even sleepless nightsss over here.

A friend of mine who ever said that: ''Lots of the people surrounding us putting so much endeavors in chasing their dreams and so-called brightness future. One of the ways is working without rest or get only few hours rest per day. They believed that sacrifing their sleeping time to do work would be paid off one day and they pratice it regularly. It is true that in the future they may earn a fortune, get whatever they want, achieve their dream or whatsoever. But what if they get to face health problems like cancers or something else bcos of not getting enough rest or sleep? Do you think it worth? Let says, our life is represented by '0' as we are born with nothing, then if life achievement is '1' and another '1' is for health. In reality, working hard without sacrificing and get great achievement is almost to say impossible; while working hard + sacrificing will get the greatest outcome in most of the time.If, 1 (achievement)+ (-1) (health problems) = 0. That's means we are still getting nothing in life. So, why people still keep doing this kind of st*pid job, they knew it but they did it ?!!''

Wao...I remembered that 3 of us were disscussing this issue in the bus, some said it worth, some said otherwise. It is arguably. I would never forget the time that we 'shared' until gonna get into fighting, I mean oral fight and finally came to a conclusion that this is not really a matter of worthiness but life enjoyment. Life is about chasing dreams, it does not really matter about the outcome but the process (but a positive outcome would definitely be more than welcome), as long as you do what you want without creating inconvenience to the rest and you are comfortable and happy with it, then,that's enough, you does live the life. Don't you think so ??

Personally, I have a bit regret for believing that''sacrificing for a dream'' is worth but never praticing it before, because I supposed to complete more tasks in that time and it might bring me closer to my destiny.

It may be quite tough to start doing something that you never try before, but I had gave it a try and it works. Initially, I was so despressed because of can't sleep and need to do revision and assignments alone at the midnight. Iwalked around my room, looking through the windows and spoke to no one, I was seeking ways to reboot myself and finally I found something...

It really boost me up when I found somebody over there were actually burning midnight oil too, we did not contact each other(because of busying with those homeworks and studys) but I was feeling so warm, it seem like somebody are accompaning you and you know what I will keep checking the list of online-ing people everytime I feel sleepy, it helps.

家

人家说出国（指有时差的国家）才会有时间颠倒的状况，我叻，只是回家一个星期而已嘛就已经面对这个问题了。现在已经是凌晨三点二十分了，我还是完全没有睡意，糟糕。。。我向来都是‘早睡迟起’的健康宝宝，如今‘名誉’不保了，唉。。。

回到岗位上，满脑子却全都是家乡的点滴，好烦哦！你让我无法专心念书叻！

我这次的假期没有所谓的旅行、郊游或者是亲朋戚友间的大型聚会，反之，我把大部分的时间都花在家里，家的‘里面’。

我享受独自在家里徘徊，静静的观望身边的每个角落，再细细的回想曾经发生过的一切，让每个角落更具怀念价值的一切……

当然，也想花更多时间和家人相处来以禰补过去不懂得珍惜的。

有时，我会想，为什么‘我’会是‘我’？为什么‘他’又会是‘他’？为什么在这里的是‘我’？为什么我的家人朋友是‘我的家人朋友’？好多好多的‘为-什-么’我都解不开。

无法解答不如好好去‘品尝’吧， 我是这么想的。

回想起以前在家里的日子，一家大小经常为了一件小事闹意见，凭着“你不输给我，我也不让你赢”的心态而闹得终日‘鸡犬不宁’，当时只想说：“OMG，为什么我有那么无理取闹的家人，神啊，救救我吧，带我远离这个家不成家的家吧”；而今，自己一个人到外头求学，偶尔想找个机会和兄弟姐妹斗嘴的机会也难了，就算一捉到机会就回家想说聚聚去，但你也知道不可能每次都人齐的，而当获知任何一位家庭成员缺席时，那种失落感是非笔墨所能形容的。

终于，我发现，幸福是吵吵闹闹；而“珍惜”，又为何物了。

Co-co

Badminton Club于今天傍晚六时在auditorium进行first assembly，五点上完Public Law后就约了Jessica and Wai Yee去吃晚餐，结果就迟了大约二十分钟咯。Sigh…我迟到的习惯还是改不了。
这次的assembly只是让会员们打打球，连络感情醬咯，老实说，很成功叻，大家说说笑笑玩玩，两个小时就酱suuu一下就过去了。所以啊，俗语说得好：“欢乐的时光总是过得特别快地（di）”。

告诉你们噢，你们的名字我都记住了，特威+AlVen+幼艺+Nicholas+Wai kit+Sheng Yi+Satis Kumar+Hui Ming+Hui Ping，来啦，明天再考我啦，这次一定pass的咯，嘻嘻嘻嘻嘻。。。

记得当初我糊里糊涂地把Badminton Club的membership纸当作 attendance list来填，后知后觉的我还以为糟了，又有得忙了，but now，我发现来这里整整一个月又两天除了每天赶去上课与偶尔搭车回家外根本就没有流汗的份儿，现在好啦终于逮到运动的机会了，yeah！所以明天的assembly我一定会到，等我哦！！！

！！！唉呀 糟糕 忘了拍照tim {=.=’’}



P/s: 你知道运动带给我的‘后遗症’是什么吗？ 说你也不会相信，是- - - - -‘傻笑’。。。现在的我就是酱咯，整个人好轻松自在噢，真是太好了！

Ok, fine，休息也休息够了，大脑疲劳也缓解了吧，then……做功课去啦~~

U wouldn't know how much I miss U