吃饭

一起吃饭，对于我来说是一个意义非常重大的动作。

十天远行，是直今为止和亲人以外的人在家以外的地方一起生活最长的记录（在这之前的记录是八天）。在这十天里，一起经历生活的大事、琐碎的事，吃饭、睡觉、找厕所、为了大小事情做决定，为了减少意见不合，尽量沉默，尽量配合，还有很多很多……

这十天里，我看到听到学到很多，感恩的更是不少。我看到，突发事件时，大家的相互体谅，冷静和成熟的应对手法。我看到，可以为了对方而牺牲自己利益的队友。我看到，不自私、不计较、不计前嫌的队友。我看得最清楚的其实是自己的渺小。

这十天里其中最让我期待的是大家坐下来一起用餐的画面。大家坐在一起，不管菜色有啥，只要是能吃的都行，都会吃得干干净净的。一边夹饭菜，心里一边想说，这画面是多么的和谐、多么的温馨啊，嘴角不知觉的跟着上扬。

人家说，百年修得同船渡，千年修得共枕眠，这一起同桌完整的用完一餐又一餐的情分究竟是修了多少年才得来的，这该是多么值得珍惜的缘分啊。以前我总是对一起吃饭的人这么说，现在我都把这些话儿收在心里，毕竟不是每个人都能够体会这种情结。

 

在香格里拉的这一餐因为当时想家了心情低落没参与。

本地买的中国莲藕和在中国本身吃得莲藕 味道大不同，但一样爽脆。

一起用膳是件多么幸福的事啊~

老实说，这十天里我们坐着一起吃饭的次数还多过我们家一年里全家一起吃饭的次数。很惭愧的说，我很常在家，但是全家一起吃饭的场景一年只得见一次，而且半小时内解决。真该反省反省。

游·感

机缘巧合下，和一班通情达理的友人去了中国云南，雨崩。

筹备过程中心里十分清楚，这绝非一次浪漫休闲之旅。体验的当儿更是完全明白这实实在在是一次涤荡心灵的艰苦历程，说是户外自虐线路更是一点也不为过。当然，我自认为的苦走，若与藏民虔诚的信仰相比，还是另人汗颜。

户外徒步时间长，除了体力，精神的支撑点完全不可被忽视。尤其对于我这种意志本来就不坚定的人来说，精神支撑可以是致命点。过往的经验，我嘴里总会念着“阿弥陀佛”之类的。而这一次，我心无杂念的直念着“爸妈身体健康，我身体健康”。想说在这个神圣的净土上可以心想事成。那一刻，心里非常强大。当然，有时一下慌神会把身边的人和风景给忘了，直到下一秒的大口喘气声才给回过神来。有时候，很好奇同行的人们在同一时刻，心里想着什么，还是什么也没想，很单纯的在享受过程？

比起以往，这趟旅程相机派上用场的机率不高，原因有几：一，累得搬不动相机了；二，为了尊重看到的人事物； 三，不为了拍而拍； 最重要的是，想用“心”真诚的体会和感受一切，因为心里明白，相机能记录的只是瞬间而不是全部，那种刻骨铭心，慑人心魄的现场感更是相机无法体现的。想用照片永恒的保留美景，但往往心有余而力不足，只好透过双眼和心把一切都记下，不让它从心里消失，即是永恒。纵使哪天不知不觉地忘了，它渗透到我灵魂里的点仍不可被忽视，谁敢说我们此时此刻的一举一动，甚至是一个表情和眼神不是以往经历一切所累积的成果。

感恩我拥有的一切，健康的体魄、健全的四肢、敏锐的感官、明亮的双眼、还有一颗自由的心。

艺术 人生

下班后随兴的一个人在电影院看了其中一部二零一四甲午马年贺岁电影之〈一路有你 - The Journey〉。 

身边人对这部戏的评语不外逗趣、催人热泪、很马来西亚等，整体评语相当的高，直到我也看了才体会到所谓的好笑、感动和浓浓的本土风情习俗。 

我见识少、标准也与常人有异，这部电影不会从我手上得满分，但却已是一部很成功、很棒的电影。个人觉得一部好的电影不一定要大成本制作；只要能感动观众的，就是一部好的题材。这份感动可以是钩起你内心对家人的恩惠、对情人的爱意、对家乡的眷恋，甚至是对朋友的亏欠、对过去的懊悔，还是对未来的幻想，也可以是那种有人把你内心的感受和想说的话经由这部电影和它细心体贴婉转的呈现方式给表达出来。总之，它让你感动现在、回味从前、憧憬未来，给你有所启发。真是这样的话，演技、服装、对白和场景真的不用那么计较。虽然这些始终是让每部电影更加分、更有生命力和说服力的重要因素，尤其是这部可谓超级马来西亚的电影。 

虽说这部电影在演技上还有很大的进步空间，但老实说它的拍摄手法真的是很贴心兼搞笑。同学朋友们以十二生肖命名、男主角Ben Andrew Pfeiffer手拿的娃娃鞋图案‘正巧’是热气球、同一系列的上衣和沙发、父亲李世平担心女儿夜归安全而埋怨坏了的路灯、女主角尤凤音Bee画的两人共骑大型摩多车的图配合汽车的走动，搭配路旁的电线宛如在路上行驶般的充满想象力、用心和勇敢的实现梦想（制作热气球）的当儿，却不忘了现实的残酷和自己的准备不足等。这一个接着一个成就人生的点，或许在日常生活里你和我都曾经有过类似的灵感，但是真正有机会把它一一诠释出来的又有几个，同时能有所领悟甚至同感的更是难求。

 或许大多数的观众看了（电影）笑完后就忘了个打概，但是只要它让你有种正能量重新启动自己再回到生活的岗位上，以更辽阔的眼界和角度想法继续扮演人生中不同挑战度的角色，这部电影就算功德圆满了。谢谢你周青元导演和制作班底们！

 后续：

以平常人标准来说，我不是一个会常花钱进戏院看戏的人，以往年的纪录说来，一年内顶多三到五次。不过，在这个才刚起步的年头我已进了（电影院）两次，支持的暂时都是本地电影。当然，你必须以本地人的角度和一切条件来欣赏这些电影，那么你才会更珍惜和体恤制作班底的用心。

其实大家手中看似微不足道的一票对票房甚至是艺术界的未来有着一定的影响，你和我各自的一票真的能让本地电影圈走得更远一些，好比说考生才了解一分的重要性；篮球员才知道一秒钟的关键性和发生车祸的人才明白的一瞬间的决定性。

尽管最终的成绩可能没有预期的好，甚至更棒，但蝴蝶效应心理上的鼓励始终是凑效的，至少不永远和本地旅游业一样，要外人认可后才开始觉得自家国的月亮其实和他的一样圆。这，岂不也是表示爱国、爱自己的一种。

想维持甚至挽回一段关系真的那么难吗？友人的一句：“怎样，想让我认识安丽（Amway-直销的一种）？”不出于恶意的一句话，把善结喜缘的机会给抹杀了。

………………

想做的事情太多，没把握住得机会更是不少……

接受了不能梦想成真的事实还不够残忍吗？

我……我……我到底怎么了？

快活



在你有困难的时候，

不要因为那些不关心你、

只会以自己为中心的人而伤心难过；

要因为那些为你着急的人而感到欣慰和感恩，

在这个社会上，

真的没有多少人会把别人的事情当作自己的来处理。

如果你身边有那么的一位，

你必须惜福，更需要惭愧。

以前老师教我们说“必须”和“必需”的分别在于：

前者让你有选择的余地；而后者是义务。

我一直把它放在心上。



我就是这样，

对于有些芝麻绿豆的事情超级执著，

而应该做好的本分却得过且过，

混混沌沌的一天过一天，

蹉跎岁月，更是浪费资源。

虽然说把小事做好，

大事自然就会更完好，

但是人生短短几十载，

有些事情真的不用太在意，

看得太重有时反而伤得更深，

释怀吧！

哭一天，笑一天

何不快乐每一天

你多久没有不顾形象的开怀大笑了？

A little chapter of my life

There is so many things in life that we wish to accomplish and yet not everyone manage to do it all when we are capable of. Journey to the Mount Kinabalu, at least for me, an indication of another beginning of me doing something that I really want and love to. Sometimes, things go better when you least expected it.

I love Mother Nature more than I could think of, even though I grown up in a kampung (small village). I was once being told that I don't appreciate the nature because I'm with the nature. 'Mr. Know it all', that's who you think I am, but I'm who I think I am. I appreciate your thoughts and critics, but after all, who are you to judge me. I don't have to show you my love towards anything, while maybe people these days only see what they want to see, and only believe what they want to believe.

To put it another way round, someone may post whatever he/she likes on Facebook, but that's only part of his/her life. It's too bad that majority of the people would judge him according to those posts, as in it's a whole life of him/her. Come on people, everyone of us has the right and freedom to share and not to, why must I being who you want me to be, rather than who I am?! You can direct me to take picture of this and that which I have no interest to but for your favour, maybe mine as well because I might learn, but  please not with your judgemental words of "Oh God, you people have no sense at all..." sort of. Remember that if everyone has the same interest, same sense and same set of mind, then what's the point of you keep telling the world that you are you, and me is me?

...well...can't stop wondering why am I wasting so much time on those negative thoughts and actions when the world out there is just so worth of my life, the worst thing is I realized it and did nothing to change.

The truth is, I'm a very simple person. Any sight of the nature is breathtaking enough to overwhelm my senses. Yes, any sight of it, I'm just so easily being satisfied. Or I should say that, the Mother Nature is just so incredible, every part of it is perfect in its own sense and everything is again perfectly inter-related. Oh man, now I miss the time I was studying Biology in the Secondary School and Form 6...well, not just now, I always do. It benefits me, throughout my whole life I dare to say.

If you think that I'm having a sudden fancy towards the nature because of the trip to the Mount Kinabalu, then I'll prove you wrong. This trip is, after all a platform for me to express myself once and again. Love doesn't just grow or lapsed.

Hopefully, the day that I have to choose between the nature and the developed will never come (in fact it's happenning everyday around me). To a certain extent, I admit that I need them both. Worst comes to worst, I'll die with the nature. But then, who am I to make the decision? At the end of the day, it's all about natural selection.

Last but not least, I'm grateful towards EVERYONE that I have met during this trip, which is too many of them to name of. Without your presences and helping hands, I'm no way here. Thank you, from me whole-heartedly.

这个世界其实很美好

朋友误以为上一篇文章是出于我笔下，担心我发生了什么事。
想对她说放心，我不是个好学生也没有上过明星学校，所以不用担心。那只是一篇收藏了好几年的剪报，不久前不小心从笔记本里掉了出来就拿来分享，希望有激励的作用。


我承认“自杀”这个念头曾经无数次的浮现在脑海里，有好几次拿着爸爸的剃胡须刀片在手腕和身上“比手划脚”的，却没有划下去的勇气，还想象说拿个桶来装血才不至于‘太早’被发现而死不成。现在的我其实还蛮感激当时的懦弱，不然我真的会错过很多美好的事情。


幸庆那已经是步入十九岁以前的事了。现在的我忙与盲到没时间去想它，更何况每一分每一秒钟的我们都在接近死亡，我还急什么啊！当然，最重要的是，还有很多我想完成的事情。虽然我没有别人的胸怀大志，也不是来拯救地球的超人，但是我一样可以拥有独自美好的平凡，毕竟Steve Jobs只有一个，就算是复制也是需要代价的，不是吗？


是社会无形的压力把你逼到自杀的地步，抑或是你选择的？其实只要你不要像我一样常常把事情“想埋一边”（广东话），这个世界也可以很美好，真的，只要你我愿意。

p/s:
心里还是很感激那位朋友的关心，虽然我们认识不久，她总是能让人感动。
像上次跟她道谢她有份送的生日礼物，她回说:''……I should thx you bcos I get a friend" 之类的，感慨自己没有她一半的善良。

-No title-

I found words to be so powerful.

Sometimes people think that what we have had expressing is all that what makes us. You are right, in the sense that if it doesn't, it wouldn't have came out from my mouth at the first place.

But, think twice...Should we presume it of representing the whole cell of a person?

Silence doesn't imply that we care none, so do you who have been spoken out all the way care more than the rest do.

The same thing applies to action as well. What people do in the eyes of you never show the true them, it might because of the incorrect timing.

This might also be the reason people saying that ''Never judge a book by its cover''.

Maybe this is what our dearest PM misconceived, and he presumed that rakyat-rakyat who never joined the 709 rally a month ago physically to be specified, are in his favour.

April blue?

This was supposed to be a cheerful post with the picture above.

Someone who always remind u of how u are a close one to them could be something very sweet of sometimes. 

But, when comes to things like money,

they can draw a line in between so clearly just to keep a distance from u, 

all in a sudden.

Is someone who mind about whether u celebrate birthday for them and in turn wouldn't join ur celebration if u don't worth ur sincerity?

Was thought as something not to put a weight on when comes to friendship.

But now, when the line is so clearly drawn,

I doubt.

٩(•̮̮̃•̃)۶

Pacing up and down within the same vicinity for an indefinable period of time
Like rowing a boat against the water
If I don't advance
I will lag back.☁


 You are right
how could we get to see rainbow☀ without a little rain☂ huh *wink*


 Praying hard to get through this hurdle of life
Regardless of whatever front there waiting.


 ''Ask from God, action and you will get it!''
This is what one of our lectures told us, it's not a matter of obtainable-or-not,
 but dare you ask for it in the first place? Think thoroughly!
It's her attitude of life that makes me love her badly.



 Also, it's time to get out of the shallow well frog!

 ''...I'm open but I wish I were closed

I didn't want to know what some people know
I am a well dried up
I am a well dried up...''
 might no longer be workable......



  Do you willing to work harder like there is no tomorrow ?

  ٩(•̮̮̃•̃)۶

。。。

厌倦了只会在做错事后才尝试禰补的自己

一路走来，身边有不少对自己付出真心的朋友
自己却以为这一切都是理所当然的
结果辜负和伤害了一颗又一颗最真诚的心

等到大家对自己心淡时
才来反省和后悔

可惜，再也回不到过去了。

以前是这样，现在也没改变

人说：天生我材必有用
怀疑自己是不是被派来伤害大家和浪费地球资源的

悲哀。。。

水落石不出

解释非属掩饰不可

沉默也不一定代表心虚

只是

相信包青天的存在

坚持误会会见光死

坚信真相会有大白的一天

可惜

水落 不会石出

 反而 只会把石头磨平

甚至把石头冲到更深处

心寒

摇篮手启示

刚从马大华文学会举办的年度大型摇篮手创作歌曲发表演绎会回来。

看着一大班年龄和自己不相上下的人们，为自己的理想不惜付出与牺牲；也有的把自身的经历创作化，希望能借此激励他人，这是多么伟大的一件事啊！

当中印象最深的是蔡睨蒸的《转身》，整个礼堂的人都为他的歌声痴迷，台下鸦雀无声，可以想象吧！主持人称他为十帅少两帅，那两帅是小眼睛和大屁股。但是我认为，或许就是因为他这两帅不全让他成为校园的风云人物吧，慧敏形容得贴切，他身上所散发出来的亲民气息让大家对他疼爱有加。多么幸运的一个人啊！

另外一位就是〈学海报〉举办的创作赛冠军得主，黄祖恩的《画墙》。一个初中生能够把自己的经历用文字表达得如此贴切，又那么感性，我实在不能不给她一个‘赞’啊！看到没，知识不会偏袒任何人，天时地利人和，你就是赢家。

歌词中让我感触最深的那段是这样说的：不要往自己身上画一到墙，没有人会去想要跨过那道墙去关心你，自己多难受都只有自己才知道，累积后只会成为伤。

仿佛在跟自己说：
把心门打开吧，委屈不能只往肚里吞，或许有些误会无法解，也不想弄巧反拙，但是不能因此而一支竹杆打翻整艘船啊，把那道墙撤掉吧，不然受苦的只有自己，也没有人会理你，白受罪不碍事，糟的是把自己的人生也赔上了。
把心门打开吧，至少有个可以谈心的地方。

加油祖恩小朋友，希望未来的日子里可以看到更多你那么棒的作品。也想说，那位Jenny小姐把这首歌唱得满不错的，有被感动到啦！

年轻是暂时性的，梦想却可以是一辈子的，不管你的梦想是什么，不管你几岁，勇敢去追寻你的梦吧！别以为你是孤军作战的，外头还有多的是和你一样因为一些所谓的阻碍而原地不动的人。去吧，尽力去实现你的愿望吧，就算最后不成功，至少你尝试过，更何况，成功是可以随你定义的，生活就在流逝中的每一分、每一秒，加油吧，朋友！

心里那种说不出的激动久久不能平息，是……年轻的呼唤吧！

Congratulation buddy!

One of my besties here told me that he is now in a relationship with someone he has known for almost 2 years*.
I hope he wouldn't mind me sharing his story briefly here, sorry guy ! ;P
*Time is not an issue here though, but timing does!

Like I said, they knew each other 2 years to come.
The first year they studied in a same course and class, without any communication, imaginable right.
For the second year, they studying in a another college but different courses, and months ago they staying under the same roof, after an interval of properly 8 months.
Things happened during that period, where each of them had had their own love story to tell.
Until the closer months to come, they falling in love with each other. And here they are couple.

Their story indicates that time comes when it needed to be.
Also, the one suits you the most is always the one beside us without us realizing it.
This is an advantage as we already know each other well. But, not good in the sense that we know each other too well.


I am kinda impressed with the way he try to let us know about it. What he planned to do was that "let's go for a meal and I am going to tell u all...", according to his impliedly delivered message.
Come out, he named both of them and I made a correct shoot.
My first response was shocked and couldn't manage to think properly. I am a primary victim of the aftermath incident and entitled to claim for psychiatric injury...haha
See, anything is possible !!

Honestly speaking, I am so glad that he is sharing the good news with us, intimate friends as he named. I am so proud to have him as one of my best friends. He deserves the purest love on earth.

May all of my friends be showered with joy and love always~

Today is a wonderful day, and so will it be the days to come.

p/s : Staying under the same roof (for whatever reason) is a good strategy to gain a lover...=D

质变

H和N是好朋友。

H和N念的中学每年运动会负责布置的同学们在前一天都会在学校忙，有些甚至忙到快天亮，这是Y学校的其中一个特征。

这一年的运动会前夕，H和N和队友轮完班后就回N的家。

这已经是不知多少次H在N家“留宿”了。

两个小女生在一起肯定少不了互相“报料”，这一夜，双方交换了不少彼此的秘密，并且答应不告诉任何人。

其中，H猜拳输了，所以得先说出自己当时喜欢的人。

结果是，原来双方都暗恋着同一个人，L。

H以为她们的关系会因此而更上一层楼，毕竟更了解对方了。

之后的某一天，H获知N跟她身边的朋友说H告诉N，H也喜欢L，好像是在警告N不要和她‘抢’L等。

H答应告诉她实情的朋友不去问N，但是H真的不希望N一直误会她，所以就传简讯给N，告诉她，当时她们只是在谈心，而且是H先说出她喜欢的人的，所以当时H不可能已经知道N的对象之类的。
H想让N了解当时她们只是很单纯的友谊似分享一切，并没有其它不良企图。

N回传来的简讯虽然没有否认这一切，但是她也坚持H当晚是在警告她，现在也一样。当中有一句是这样的：“……你要L就去吧，我让给你”之类的。

H尝试跟N解释，简讯就这样传来传去，但是事情就是越描越黑。
最让H心痛的是N竟然指H是神经病！就这样，她们从此没有任何交际，在学校遇到对方时，谁也没有上前去慰问，很多时候更是把对方当作透明的。

这事儿留给H的教训是：有任何重要的事情，尤其是想解释误会是千万不要以传简讯来实行，因为字体没有表情，没有语气，可能会造成无法想象的误会，除非你很擅长以文字来表达你的情绪。

比方说，当时你是很好奇的问一些事情，到了对方的眼里，他可能会认为你在质问他，最糟糕的是双方都不知道对方是怎么想的。
这就是误会开始产生的时候，而星星之火真的可以燎原！

或许因为双方都是白羊座的关系，都是好胜好强的代言人，所以谁也不想让谁一步。

又或许当时双方都是这样想的，只要对方先来说一句话，我就当作事情没发生过。

这类的“等待”让友情完全变质了，这几年下来完全没有联系，变成比陌生人更陌生的陌生人。

H体会到原来她们之间的友谊是那么的不可一击，还谈什么好朋友，是自己自作多情了吧！

好朋友不会在你背后扭曲你说的话，也不会违背诺言，这是报应！

另一方面，这一直是H心里的一个痛，H遗憾自己当时的沟通不当，遗憾自己的不谅解，遗憾自己没有在适当的时候把友情给挽回。

毕竟，她们曾经那么要好过……

Pieces of iT~

Hai blog,

I skipped two classes deliberately this morning simply because I didn't prepare for the Tort's time-test which supposed to be carried on during the first class of today.

Yea,''supposed''...because I just got to know that Ms. Gan was lecturing without even mentioning a word of the test! Means, I missed a lecture=(

Of course I'm feeling guilty for skipping classes but laziness 'conquered' me, which shouldn't be fun, at all!
*''Laziness kills'' in practice!!*


To shift my attention from that, I have chosen something 'meaningful' to do, you are right, that's to blog.

Few pictures have been selected, edited and uploaded from my messy folders to share with you.

Those are some of my best friends here in college, who perfecting the ordinary life of mine......

久违

明天最后一张paper, 现在的我既然没有心情念书，显然没被今天的教训给击倒，可悲啊可悲。

在网上‘闲逛’的当儿，忽然电话响起，yiii...是个陌生的号码。电话接起，一听就知道是他，中五毕业到现在都有好几年了，他的声音还是没变，还是那么滑稽，哈哈哈。。。

记得当初他是插班生，跟我们‘混’熟后就很自然的变一伙了，几年下来常常有通电话，直到去年年中，发给他的简讯都没有了音讯，以为他忙，也就没再打扰他了。再次听见他的消息是在今年年头，听说他结婚了，当时第一个反应是“hah???”，心想不可能啊，他---这种性格······怎么可能会未婚先子，不可能啦！回头想想没什么不可能的啦，况且他也刚好成年了啊，祝福他吧，只是，一切来得太突然了。

以为就这样和他失去连络了，却在不久前接到他的来电。同样的人，不同的心境，但是口吻依然，说说笑笑的，就好像中间的一切都没发生过似的。他不提的我也没问，他还记得跟我连络，就该庆幸了，原来他还记得我这个老同学，老朋友。聊到近况时，他知道我在大考期间也就说不打扰我了，就这样，一切归位。

这次过后就不晓得什么时候会再听见他声音，甚至再见到他了，他应该会很忙吧，打拼事业，照顾孩子，等等等，以后有没有机会再联系都没关系，这个朋友我会放在心上，希望他永远健康快乐，万事顺利就好了。怎么讲到好像新年贺语似的，呵呵呵。。。正常啦，新的年头也快到了呀，意味着团聚的日子也不远了，朋友们，你们准备好了吗？？！。。。准备什么？+.+''

Friday night

This afternoon's Contract Law class had been cancelled in a sudden(because Mr. Ng having E/L), Ah Sun, Elaine, Wei Ying, Wai Yee, Raimi, Cai Chin & I were then went for a movie at Tropicana City Mall.

Well, we were watching the current HOTtest movie-2012.

During advertising time, Wei Ying said that lots of those who watched it were so touching until cry, I was in doubt at that moment, but you know what I was the minority who dropped the tears during the show, actually only 2 of us were that sentimental, haha...

Personally, I was so touching not just because of the conversations between each pair of the family members, but also I feel like we are nothing, I mean WE, human being are really NOTHING. When the earthquake are happening, for instance, we all are just like the ants, too tiny and insignificant, which then disappear without any notice.

In fact, all of the happenings in the movie are predictable, expectable and it is just a matter of time, just we never really take it seriously before it happens. Most of us are just like: Well, it haven't happened then need not care about it. We prefer waiting until the irreversible tradegy had occured then only we regret. Even if we regret, it also just for a really short period then we will forget about it and repeating the same errors. So, what I should actually do is that cherish on whatever I possessing now, avoid doing things that upsetting the rest and never take it too seriously when any undesirable or unhappy things happen to me, they happen for a reason yet just somehow insignifant overall, it worth not to angry about it.

Co-co

Badminton Club于今天傍晚六时在auditorium进行first assembly，五点上完Public Law后就约了Jessica and Wai Yee去吃晚餐，结果就迟了大约二十分钟咯。Sigh…我迟到的习惯还是改不了。
这次的assembly只是让会员们打打球，连络感情醬咯，老实说，很成功叻，大家说说笑笑玩玩，两个小时就酱suuu一下就过去了。所以啊，俗语说得好：“欢乐的时光总是过得特别快地（di）”。

告诉你们噢，你们的名字我都记住了，特威+AlVen+幼艺+Nicholas+Wai kit+Sheng Yi+Satis Kumar+Hui Ming+Hui Ping，来啦，明天再考我啦，这次一定pass的咯，嘻嘻嘻嘻嘻。。。

记得当初我糊里糊涂地把Badminton Club的membership纸当作 attendance list来填，后知后觉的我还以为糟了，又有得忙了，but now，我发现来这里整整一个月又两天除了每天赶去上课与偶尔搭车回家外根本就没有流汗的份儿，现在好啦终于逮到运动的机会了，yeah！所以明天的assembly我一定会到，等我哦！！！

！！！唉呀 糟糕 忘了拍照tim {=.=’’}



P/s: 你知道运动带给我的‘后遗症’是什么吗？ 说你也不会相信，是- - - - -‘傻笑’。。。现在的我就是酱咯，整个人好轻松自在噢，真是太好了！

Ok, fine，休息也休息够了，大脑疲劳也缓解了吧，then……做功课去啦~~

I AM FINE

Well well well......it has been exactly one month I spent my life over here, how does it be ?

As a college student, I realised that it is extremely important to be independent.
You know, no matter what I do, either go to the school, have meals, cocuriculum, or do my homeworks, I have to be alone...Seriously, that doesn't mean that I don't have any coursemate or friend to accompany me, but to what extent they used to be with me? We go to the class together, having lunch together, joinning the same club and maybe hanging out for the whole day, but in the end, they are still not going to be part of my life, or maybe it is just for this moment. It is unfair to say so, but it's true. No offence.

The month before I spent to know my school, find the hints in getting start with my law course (more specifically, find the way to learn a totally different subject from previous science study), and the most important part is the attempt to mingle around in the class.
And now, I just want to let my parent know that: ''Daddy and mommy, I am really fine here, the lectures are very enthusiatic in the teaching and learning process, and you are right, the people here are very nice, especially my coursemates, they all treat me really really nice and sometimes they do help me a lot. Meanwhile, the landlord and his family plus the other housemates are also very friendly, we treat each other as our own family members, I am very comfortable with this environment, thank you for sending me here. Somemore, daddy and mommy, I will always keep myself as healthy as possible so that you need not worry about me. I know the prominent thing is about my study, I promised you right, I will really put effort in it. Last but not least, I MISS YOU ALL SOOO MUCH and I can't wait to go back during the raya break now.''
For my friends:''Hii all...I think you supposed to know how crazy am I dealing with my new life and study, as I think what you all are dealing with too, don't you? Come on, who are planning for the next gathering or trip, let me know yea,thx and hope to see you soon~~"