Friday night

This afternoon's Contract Law class had been cancelled in a sudden(because Mr. Ng having E/L), Ah Sun, Elaine, Wei Ying, Wai Yee, Raimi, Cai Chin & I were then went for a movie at Tropicana City Mall.

Well, we were watching the current HOTtest movie-2012.

During advertising time, Wei Ying said that lots of those who watched it were so touching until cry, I was in doubt at that moment, but you know what I was the minority who dropped the tears during the show, actually only 2 of us were that sentimental, haha...

Personally, I was so touching not just because of the conversations between each pair of the family members, but also I feel like we are nothing, I mean WE, human being are really NOTHING. When the earthquake are happening, for instance, we all are just like the ants, too tiny and insignificant, which then disappear without any notice.

In fact, all of the happenings in the movie are predictable, expectable and it is just a matter of time, just we never really take it seriously before it happens. Most of us are just like: Well, it haven't happened then need not care about it. We prefer waiting until the irreversible tradegy had occured then only we regret. Even if we regret, it also just for a really short period then we will forget about it and repeating the same errors. So, what I should actually do is that cherish on whatever I possessing now, avoid doing things that upsetting the rest and never take it too seriously when any undesirable or unhappy things happen to me, they happen for a reason yet just somehow insignifant overall, it worth not to angry about it.

After 2 months' post

''......

Frens: You slept very late again ah?

Me: No...y?

Frens: Coz u look so sleepy...hahahhaz

Me: Is it? Who got mirror, can borrow me?...hav to 'edit' a bit before meeting the rest (but actually v are in the class n almost everyone is there)

Frens: Still same...actually......u look sleepy everyday...(everybody laugh uncontrolable)

Me: *sigh...

......''

I am not sleepy anyway and I do get enough sleep most of the time...juz hav 'a bit' problem with my look, i mean ' a bit'...

That was part of my daily conversation with my coursemates. The 1st question would be the famous one, properly will be asking once for two days. And yea, it illustrates my life here, for those who wanna know, hehe...

Now I know how uni life be, there are really endless activities(either school's or personal's) and assignmentsSSSs. Spending the whole day to do readings and researchs for a brand new topic(for those who never touch
law before) and 'unapproachable' assignment, it seem like normal for having restless or even sleepless nightsss over here.

A friend of mine who ever said that: ''Lots of the people surrounding us putting so much endeavors in chasing their dreams and so-called brightness future. One of the ways is working without rest or get only few hours rest per day. They believed that sacrifing their sleeping time to do work would be paid off one day and they pratice it regularly. It is true that in the future they may earn a fortune, get whatever they want, achieve their dream or whatsoever. But what if they get to face health problems like cancers or something else bcos of not getting enough rest or sleep? Do you think it worth? Let says, our life is represented by '0' as we are born with nothing, then if life achievement is '1' and another '1' is for health. In reality, working hard without sacrificing and get great achievement is almost to say impossible; while working hard + sacrificing will get the greatest outcome in most of the time.If, 1 (achievement)+ (-1) (health problems) = 0. That's means we are still getting nothing in life. So, why people still keep doing this kind of st*pid job, they knew it but they did it ?!!''

Wao...I remembered that 3 of us were disscussing this issue in the bus, some said it worth, some said otherwise. It is arguably. I would never forget the time that we 'shared' until gonna get into fighting, I mean oral fight and finally came to a conclusion that this is not really a matter of worthiness but life enjoyment. Life is about chasing dreams, it does not really matter about the outcome but the process (but a positive outcome would definitely be more than welcome), as long as you do what you want without creating inconvenience to the rest and you are comfortable and happy with it, then,that's enough, you does live the life. Don't you think so ??

Personally, I have a bit regret for believing that''sacrificing for a dream'' is worth but never praticing it before, because I supposed to complete more tasks in that time and it might bring me closer to my destiny.

It may be quite tough to start doing something that you never try before, but I had gave it a try and it works. Initially, I was so despressed because of can't sleep and need to do revision and assignments alone at the midnight. Iwalked around my room, looking through the windows and spoke to no one, I was seeking ways to reboot myself and finally I found something...

It really boost me up when I found somebody over there were actually burning midnight oil too, we did not contact each other(because of busying with those homeworks and studys) but I was feeling so warm, it seem like somebody are accompaning you and you know what I will keep checking the list of online-ing people everytime I feel sleepy, it helps.

家

人家说出国（指有时差的国家）才会有时间颠倒的状况，我叻，只是回家一个星期而已嘛就已经面对这个问题了。现在已经是凌晨三点二十分了，我还是完全没有睡意，糟糕。。。我向来都是‘早睡迟起’的健康宝宝，如今‘名誉’不保了，唉。。。

回到岗位上，满脑子却全都是家乡的点滴，好烦哦！你让我无法专心念书叻！

我这次的假期没有所谓的旅行、郊游或者是亲朋戚友间的大型聚会，反之，我把大部分的时间都花在家里，家的‘里面’。

我享受独自在家里徘徊，静静的观望身边的每个角落，再细细的回想曾经发生过的一切，让每个角落更具怀念价值的一切……

当然，也想花更多时间和家人相处来以禰补过去不懂得珍惜的。

有时，我会想，为什么‘我’会是‘我’？为什么‘他’又会是‘他’？为什么在这里的是‘我’？为什么我的家人朋友是‘我的家人朋友’？好多好多的‘为-什-么’我都解不开。

无法解答不如好好去‘品尝’吧， 我是这么想的。

回想起以前在家里的日子，一家大小经常为了一件小事闹意见，凭着“你不输给我，我也不让你赢”的心态而闹得终日‘鸡犬不宁’，当时只想说：“OMG，为什么我有那么无理取闹的家人，神啊，救救我吧，带我远离这个家不成家的家吧”；而今，自己一个人到外头求学，偶尔想找个机会和兄弟姐妹斗嘴的机会也难了，就算一捉到机会就回家想说聚聚去，但你也知道不可能每次都人齐的，而当获知任何一位家庭成员缺席时，那种失落感是非笔墨所能形容的。

终于，我发现，幸福是吵吵闹闹；而“珍惜”，又为何物了。

Co-co

Badminton Club于今天傍晚六时在auditorium进行first assembly，五点上完Public Law后就约了Jessica and Wai Yee去吃晚餐，结果就迟了大约二十分钟咯。Sigh…我迟到的习惯还是改不了。
这次的assembly只是让会员们打打球，连络感情醬咯，老实说，很成功叻，大家说说笑笑玩玩，两个小时就酱suuu一下就过去了。所以啊，俗语说得好：“欢乐的时光总是过得特别快地（di）”。

告诉你们噢，你们的名字我都记住了，特威+AlVen+幼艺+Nicholas+Wai kit+Sheng Yi+Satis Kumar+Hui Ming+Hui Ping，来啦，明天再考我啦，这次一定pass的咯，嘻嘻嘻嘻嘻。。。

记得当初我糊里糊涂地把Badminton Club的membership纸当作 attendance list来填，后知后觉的我还以为糟了，又有得忙了，but now，我发现来这里整整一个月又两天除了每天赶去上课与偶尔搭车回家外根本就没有流汗的份儿，现在好啦终于逮到运动的机会了，yeah！所以明天的assembly我一定会到，等我哦！！！

！！！唉呀 糟糕 忘了拍照tim {=.=’’}



P/s: 你知道运动带给我的‘后遗症’是什么吗？ 说你也不会相信，是- - - - -‘傻笑’。。。现在的我就是酱咯，整个人好轻松自在噢，真是太好了！

Ok, fine，休息也休息够了，大脑疲劳也缓解了吧，then……做功课去啦~~

U wouldn't know how much I miss U

I AM FINE

Well well well......it has been exactly one month I spent my life over here, how does it be ?

As a college student, I realised that it is extremely important to be independent.
You know, no matter what I do, either go to the school, have meals, cocuriculum, or do my homeworks, I have to be alone...Seriously, that doesn't mean that I don't have any coursemate or friend to accompany me, but to what extent they used to be with me? We go to the class together, having lunch together, joinning the same club and maybe hanging out for the whole day, but in the end, they are still not going to be part of my life, or maybe it is just for this moment. It is unfair to say so, but it's true. No offence.

The month before I spent to know my school, find the hints in getting start with my law course (more specifically, find the way to learn a totally different subject from previous science study), and the most important part is the attempt to mingle around in the class.
And now, I just want to let my parent know that: ''Daddy and mommy, I am really fine here, the lectures are very enthusiatic in the teaching and learning process, and you are right, the people here are very nice, especially my coursemates, they all treat me really really nice and sometimes they do help me a lot. Meanwhile, the landlord and his family plus the other housemates are also very friendly, we treat each other as our own family members, I am very comfortable with this environment, thank you for sending me here. Somemore, daddy and mommy, I will always keep myself as healthy as possible so that you need not worry about me. I know the prominent thing is about my study, I promised you right, I will really put effort in it. Last but not least, I MISS YOU ALL SOOO MUCH and I can't wait to go back during the raya break now.''
For my friends:''Hii all...I think you supposed to know how crazy am I dealing with my new life and study, as I think what you all are dealing with too, don't you? Come on, who are planning for the next gathering or trip, let me know yea,thx and hope to see you soon~~"

JUNE

It has been quite a long time didn't manage my blog, so lazy am I...

It's end of June now, everyone[I mean my ex-classmate(s)] is going back to their own position which is further their tertiary study. All of us are now ''distributed'' among the country, some in Penang, Kedah, Pahang, Johor, Kuala Lumpur, Sarawak...the nearest is in Tanjung Malim while the farthest is in Singapore (excluding those study under JPA overseas la).

I got my last choice among the eight, which is UNIMAS, Sarawak. It's under my choose and I should be glad yet... I had made another decision. After having a few days' so-called proper and serious discussions with my parents and friends, it comes to a conclusion that, no Unimas but KDU. Of course my family and I are not rich enough to cover the whole education expenditure there, it must be supporting by the third party, some sort like education fund and PTPTN lol.
Incidentally, a sincere ''Thank You'' to Bee Fang and Ong for lending me a hand during the scholarship's interview, I am really grateful about that ^^ .

Huh, JUNE ---- a month full with special feelings...u+n

• 9-10 June 2009 - My first oversea trip (Thailand) with my family
• 12-14 June 2009 - The last friendship vacation at Pangkor Island, Malaysia for this summer
• 19 June 2009 - The releasing of U's entry, UPU
• 20 June 2009 - (If not mistaken) The fifth 5D1'06 friends' reunion
• 23 June 2009 - Decision making for rejecting U, by then entering college [ A decision today, an I tomorrow ]
• 26 June 2009 (about 3 am Local Time ) - Breaking news about the death of Michael Jackson, the King of POP
• 27/28 June 2009 - Starting days of the university life for my fellow friends

;-> ;-< ;-$ ;-O ;-@ ;-D ;-X ;-( ;-) ;-G ;-q ;-Z ;-# *-) ;-P :'( l-)

Anyway, everything has became a history...
And so, FRIENDS, best luck from me to you all, for your new journey of life and bright future !!!