Done with my first solo backpack trip to Bangkok, Thailand.

Except the first day I was on hiking shoes, the local Thai people that I have met during the next two days all think that I am genuinely a Thai, with no exception, motorbike drivers, tuk-tuk driver, street vendors, 7-11 receptionists, acquaintances, someone in the airport even asked if I can speak Thai language for translation purpose I guess. These people spoke with me with local Thai language and didn't believe it when I have declared that I am not a local. This is funny!

Based on my previous not-so-pleasant experience in HatYai, it was difficult for me to make this decision to visit this country again, especially by myself. I'm thankful for all everything that I have encountered. Be it good or not-so-good one. At least now I am leaving with a "will-be-back-soon" kind of mood.

Travelling from somewhere I am bored of to a place that someone are bored with, I have seen things so differently from what we usually get to know from the media and friends and family. This is a precious experience, at least to my own self.

木艮

决定不了下一步该怎么走时，回家一趟，看看二老，不必多说些什么，自然会有答案。

是什么让我如此有福气地生长在这样的家庭里，活得太理所当然，生在福中不知福？

这一生，有他们

真的，

什么都够了

。

我爱你

我……就是怪人一个

“一个老板对我说过，做人做事不必太用心用力，有一天你会明白真正对你好，会陪你到最后的只有你的父母。好朋友、手足都不例外。人总是得一个人来，一个人走，身边的人事物再多、再亲密，很多时刻还是得孤单一个人。这些话我在这个年纪已经看得很透，但情绪还是会被这些人事物牵着走，看得越透彻，心越绞痛。

谁没有过去？谁没有缺点？谁没有做错过事？我们不是不知道，只是不愿意承认都知道。

感性这类性格是天生的吗？人还是单纯一点好，就算是痴呆的也比想得多的好。

若不是因为我的父母,我不知已死了多少遍。”

那一天，我哭得死去活来；

今天，我笑了。

2014 - The end and The beginning - 2015

For things happen for a reason, I embrace and appreciate everything which I have encountered in the past.

Learning from mistake, reminding myself not to repeat the same;

Meeting people from all walks of life, trying to be less judgmental and extracting the good-side from every single self, 

Leaving my comfort zone by adopting a new job, trying the never-tried lifestyle, accepting the new challenge then shaping a new me, hopefully a better rounded and confident me. 

Cherishing the past;

Exciting for the foreseeable yet unpredictable future;

Enjoying the now.

I tell myself.


One more thing, read smart and think.

Happy New Year 2015

"Every end is just a new beginning.
Keep your spirits and determination unshaken and you shall always walk the glory road.
With courage, faith and efforts you shall conquer everything you desire.
Happy New Year 2015 to you and your family."

A sharing from someone.

有心无力，你懂吗？

有个周末回家刚好碰到捐血活动，心里雀跃拉着妈妈一早就去排队验血，结果因为在服着治疗脚伤的中药而被拒绝捐血。心里暗然。

身体健康不是理所当然，善事也不是说你想做就能做的。

有心无力，你懂吗？